Miss HIM......

Sweetheart, where are you wen i need you the most??? i'm missing you a lot...... i'm sorry for all the things i ever said. i was wrong. wish you wud come back to me............................ love you always....................................lml

Back to square one......

We fought again. i just cant take this anymore. i love him so much and it hurts to fight with him or be away from him for even one day. but i think i have a lot to learn in and from this world. he wants to protect me and so he wants me to listen to every single thing he says. but i seriously don't see wats wrong with goin to a cricket match and staying out till late in the night. Actually he was ryt. i mean my cousin and her friend were with me and my friend was also there n he was just worried cos just 4 girls out late in the nyyt is not very safe. n my cousin is young and i was responsible for her n everything. but i apologised to him and said i understood wat he was trying to say but he needn't have fought with me for that. God n is it my fault that the driver is a big fraud?? why shud he blame me for that? its almost two days since we spoke and i was just too devastated to come online. NEway, my point is i think i'l only learn from my mistakes and im only just 19 and i have a long way to go. i think instead of trying to make me a rebel he shud try to guide me and help me learn from my mistakes...... GOD, i wish he wud understand.
TO HIM,,,,Sweetheart, if at all u ever read this sometym i just want to say,i love u and i miss u a lot.

Down n All Alone

I love him..... i miss him a lot. he does not understand anything. he does not care. if we are happy for 2 days, we fight for 2 weeks. i just hope he still loves me. everyone i know are bothered about themselves. i feel like i have no one and i feel lonely. im scared. i don wan2 b without anybody for me. but someday i wud create something for myself. but now im scared, even here, i feel so lonely. no one is even bothering to read my blog or comment on it. i guess this is how it is meant to be. thanx GOD.

Dear God......,

Thanx again......,,, i had the greatest day ever..... i love him so much.... today was so special. i was with him from morning til evening and it felt like i was on the top of the world. wish i could be with him forever n eva..... thanx again..... i will neva forget this day. i cherish every single minute i spent with him.i LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee HIM........... i hold him very close to my heart and there he will be always ;)
And i wish every single person in this world could share my happiness..............:)