We fought again. i just cant take this anymore. i love him so much and it hurts to fight with him or be away from him for even one day. but i think i have a lot to learn in and from this world. he wants to protect me and so he wants me to listen to every single thing he says. but i seriously don't see wats wrong with goin to a cricket match and staying out till late in the night. Actually he was ryt. i mean my cousin and her friend were with me and my friend was also there n he was just worried cos just 4 girls out late in the nyyt is not very safe. n my cousin is young and i was responsible for her n everything. but i apologised to him and said i understood wat he was trying to say but he needn't have fought with me for that. God n is it my fault that the driver is a big fraud?? why shud he blame me for that? its almost two days since we spoke and i was just too devastated to come online. NEway, my point is i think i'l only learn from my mistakes and im only just 19 and i have a long way to go. i think instead of trying to make me a rebel he shud try to guide me and help me learn from my mistakes...... GOD, i wish he wud understand.
TO HIM,,,,Sweetheart, if at all u ever read this sometym i just want to say,i love u and i miss u a lot.
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