GOD???? Are you listening??

he hurt himself and i never thot i cud feel so much pain to c ne1 else suffer. i thot i was goin 2 die. i cannot take this God.... U bastard, all i asked u was a peaceful happy life but u r trying to take my life away from me. if something happens to him i swear wen i finally meet u(if u even exist), u better have a good reason for wateva ur making me n him go thru or i swear i'l strangle u to death or even worse i'l turn u into a human so u actually kno wat suffering really is. do u even exist?? i seriously wonder n if u do then do something to let me kno that u r listening...... okay?? but wateva u do, u shud kno i love him and il always love him.n u do one more thing to him i wont let u rule in peace.i kno its probably difficult for u, wat with zillions of people complaining and requesting n everything,, thats why i say u shud make a visit in some mortal form.come back to the world,, okay i hav a lotta things to say to u, so il write later.... I LOVE Him a lot with all my heart n U cant change that by just putting me thru shit. okay??